JELLY- the hothunks STALKER.

2010-01-27T10:53:00.004+08:00

DEAR earthlings, who have been reading my blog,

just like SIMONE & RJ.
i'm getting a new blog.

it's called goodbyetomyfuckeduplife.bs.com
it'll be officially open tomorrow, 28Jan'10.
just like RJ, i'm coming back to attitudeprobb, in 3 to 4 years time.
in the meantime, i'll try not to be crazy over TWILIGHT,VAMPIRES&LIVERPOOL.
i'll try to study hard.
i thought of not coming back, but i realised i cant, this blog holds too much of my memories
say whatever you want.
going into MI, it represents a new chapter of my life.
Something that i can control it's outcome.

so, see you, earthlings there.

2010-01-27T08:41:00.004+08:00

at 7.22am, i received a msg.
MOE : ..... MILLENNIA INST.SCIENCE(43S) under 2010 JAE.
Pls report to MI on 28 Jan 10 at 7.30am.
WTF??!! i tot 8am? i have to wake up f-ing early.

shit man. today is my last day of freedom, and i feel like going clubbing.

JELLY.

2010-01-26T19:05:00.003+08:00

Daybreakers, nice story, bad ending.
& the lead actor look better in human form than in vampire form, ironic isn't it?
human extinction, not enough blood.
blood subtitute or a cure.
vampire going crazy without blood, grow into some kind of weird animal with wings.
instead of mrt, they have SUBWALK.
nice car, cool houses. i mean it.
explodes into ashes.
nice eye colour.
never age.
i'm not gonna say too much, watch it yourselves.

who says Newmoon has bad ending?
i guess all vampire movie does? but who cares?
i'm still watching, and still a fanatic.

& I fucking HATE CURFEWS.
my brother dont get curfew at my age.
so what if i'm a girl?
bullshit.
guys can be kidnap or rape or rob too.
chances are the same.

JELLY.

2010-01-25T14:06:00.002+08:00

i going to watch Daybreakers later.
thank god, i'm not going alone.
geees.

a few more days to enjoy.
most likely, going to school soon.
a new chapter of my life starting soon.
i must do something to it.

waiting for a new chapter,JELLY.

2010-01-23T22:10:00.003+08:00

thinking back, i'm kinda harsh,at e previous post.
i dont hate all CHINA PPL, just majority of them.
some are OKAY.
like those,
who digs their nose on public transport,
cut their nails on public transport,
talk fucking loud on the public transport, like the bus belongs to them.
take up 2 to 3 seats on public transport when there's only one of them.
and those who thinks they're "SO RICH" in their country, coming here act like some bitches and bastards. think you rule the world. FUCK YOU!
those LV bags or FENDI. whatever, it might be imitations that you got from your country.
BOOOO!

JELLY.

2010-01-21T23:33:00.002+08:00

call me a BITCH, BASTARD, JERK, ASSHOLE,SUCKER, whatever, but i'm still writing this post.

i admit, i'm fucking bored& no-life.
i went to google " i hate CHEENA PEOPLE". [i used the correct spelling when i was google-ing]
& the results turn out to be : i HATE CHINESE PEOPLE.

what the fuck, puh-lease, dont condemn the whole chinese race just because the MAJORITY of them are like what you think chinese are, that's stereotyping.
they're CANADIAN chinese, example: Peter Chao.
SINGAPOREAN chinese.
chinese from different countries ARE DIFFERENT, talk about most of them.

of cos, there are some genuine cheena people in Singapore.
coming here, become PR, snatching jobs indirectly[which boss doesnt want cheap labour?], play table-tennis for us just because we cant.
having offsprings in Singapore & make them Singaporean with cheena culture, come on, dont deny, the pure cheena blood flows in you.
even the PANDAS are making their offsprings Singaporean PANDA.
WTH.WTH.WTH.
i know the population in cheena is so fucking big, & the country itself is also fucking big, so much space for you to grow& develop, then why are they coming Singapore?

i understand, in cheena, that's too much people that not every single one can receive proper education & every fucking one is so smart that the competition is so strong.
have you thought about us Singaporean kids?
because of you fucking cheena who is a year or two older than us, you people studied the stuffs that we're going to study in your country before you come. that's like what, bonus for you people.
& forcing us Singaporean kids to study like fuck & thinking of winning you people.
& in the end, we cant, stress ourselves out & go crazy.
look PSLE, cheena girl.
look Olevel, my school, top 3 , cheena girls.
so, you cant win in your own country, you win at other places? glory? honour?
fuck yourself.
Singapore is SMALL, one percent of your cheena population can flood here with people, so planning to take over Singapore one day?

i'm seriously migrating to somewhere if this happens.
that's all i'm gonna say.
pissed off? then fuck off. press Alt+F4.
this is my blog.

bad karma accumulating, JELLY.

2010-01-21T15:13:00.002+08:00

just came back from orthodontic consultation.
the doctor just have to look at your teeth for less than 5 mins, she earned $60.
plus give your a piece of braces treatment price list & explain the extra charges.
total $4300.
i need to extract four fucking tooth.
just by imagining, you can know how fucking pain it'll be.
four, 4 , 四, empat.

should i?

GOOD NEWS! the Twilight Planner Pre Order #3 is starting.
ask MS CHIA buy.
hahaha.

adios.

doubting, JELLY.

2010-01-20T18:42:00.000+08:00

I want you to be my secret valentine.

2010-01-20T14:59:00.004+08:00

this is fucking VULGAR & FUNNY.
underage, pls FUCK OFF.
Robert Pattinson? lols.

Jonas Brother,BOO.
mosquito, mosquito where?

2010-01-20T13:46:00.004+08:00

make your eyes *BLING BLING*.

Have your own LADY GAGA BAD ROMANCE look. guys are welcome to learn. lols.

SEDUCTIVE VAMPIRE look. guys are welcome too.

she's a Asian, i guess.
thumbs up for her.
she's a professional make-up artist, just look at all her stuffs.

2010-01-20T12:12:00.003+08:00

this is shit.
MS/MR CHIA didnt order the TWILIGHT PLANNER.
LIAR, bullshiter.
walao, now, i've got nothing to look forward to.
mother fucking siannnxxx.
i wanna watch Daybreakers&LEGION.
i wanna have MAHJONG session with Primary schoolmates.
i wanna go shopping.
but RJ&ANDY both working. bloody hell.
one more week to go, jobless.
wasting time.

i guess i'll waste my time in a better form.
world news? kinda boring too.
we have Ris Low giving out Condoms a few days ago.
Haiti, more than 200000 deaths.
Japan Airlines goes bust.
Resort World Sentosa opens today.
Universal Studios building another theme park in Asia : South Korea. it'll be Asia's largest theme park, i guess.
Sentosa Entry fee per car is $6 to $7.
& mother fuck, Chelsea vs Sunderland : 7 vs 2.
AVATAR, the movie, getting freaking famous, hitting chinese market, because their actors are blue.
whatever.

i'm going to rock myself beside my bed, like the girl in the movie Paranormal Activity, till my mama comes home. i'm so bored that i gonna do something to scare the shit out of her.
shit, that reminds me, she need me to collect something for her, FUCK.
i do it tomorrow.

adios.

P.S: i'm like blasting Slipknot's songs in my room, i wonder how my dad sleeps so peacefully. hmmm.

rocking, JELLY.

2010-01-18T18:49:00.006+08:00

i cant believe that i stone-ed at Singapore River for 3 fucking hours.
OMG.
this is so boring.
i'm reading books 24/7.
BOOKWORM.
i gonna start doing AMATHS & CHEMISTRY.
to get better understanding, i guess.
lols.

anyone wanna watch Daybreakers ?

Movie Plot :
Edward Dalton is a researcher in the year 2019, in which an unknown plague has transformed the world's population into vampires. As the human population nears extinction, vampires must capture and farm every remaining human, or find a blood substitute before time runs out. However, a covert group of vampires makes a remarkable discovery, one which has the power to save the human race.

i think it's a really nice movie.
although it's about vamps but it's different kind, no romance.
it's talking about the extinction of human race.
& humans are milked for blood.
cool right?
go watch, ask me along!!

doing nothing, JELLY.

2010-01-17T16:14:00.003+08:00

stone-ing in progress.

2010-01-14T21:11:00.002+08:00

a gift from RJ.
she made chocolate cornflakes for me on result day.
i was so confused and absent-minded that i finished the whole box, without knowing.
RJ, it's really YUMMY :)

anyway,
on the box she wrote:
10g of chocolate
10g of cornflakes
20kg of RJ's LOVE&BURP
20kg of EDWARD CULLEN
10g of RED&GREEN
1kg of happiness.

THANKS RJ!
I LOVE YOU LOTS.
P.S: i threw away the box. got ANTS.
lols.

2010-01-14T20:26:00.002+08:00

FUCK, they dont allow me to put JC as one of my choices.
CRAP CRAP.
i submitted 9 choices.
1 - N90 VETERINARY BIOSCIENCE (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
2 - 43S MILLENNIA INSTITUTE (SCIENCE) (MILLENNIA INSTITUTE)
3 - T48 PSYCHOLOGY STUDIES (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
4 - S98 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
5 - T27 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
6 - T31 BIOTECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
7 - T45 VETERINARY TECHNOLOGY (TEMASEK POLYTECHNIC)
8 - S72 BIOTECHNOLOGY (SINGAPORE POLYTECHNIC)
9 - N59 BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE/BIOMEDICAL LABORATORY TECH (NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC)
10 - NIL
11 - NIL
12 - NIL
yeah, i copied&paste.

Dear God, if i'm in for MI, please allow me to go for S102 combination.
i pray hard hard.

CCA open house @ yuying tomorrow.
i should go and pester MS CHIA for my TWILIGHT planner.
not sure la.

unscrewing.

2010-01-14T12:03:00.001+08:00

went MI's open house yesterday.
with daddy.
simone,fariz,pricia,siti&morris was there.

they need my 12 choices tomorrow.
no shit, 12.but i dont have it.

my life is screwed up since i got my results.
& i'm the only one who can unscrew it.
so people out there, who thinks their results are bad or their life is screwed.
stop crying over spilled milk.
we've to move on. retake,MI,POLY,JC or even overseas institutes.
we cant stop and cry or pray for the world to end.
time will not stop, for us to lick our wounds.
make a better choice for yourself.
ignore what your father,mother or grandmother says.
you're the one who is gonna study for the course, not them.
so you should be the one choosing it, not them.
it's a new chapter of our life.
forget about everything. start afresh.

just like what ALVIN told me. third times a charm.
failed PSLE, failed OLEVELS. we'll pass our ALEVELS or get diplomas.

one more day.
the same old words : Your future is in your hands.
ALL THE BEST.

my choice will be MI, i guess.
but it's fucking far. BUKIT BATOK??!!
i might need to rent a room nearby.
it's so stupid, you're a singaporean & you've to rent a room in singapore.

unscrewing life, JELLY.

P.S: ms CHIA.KK, i'm waiting for that TWILIGHT PLANNER, it's the only thing that i'm looking forward to.

2010-01-14T10:27:00.003+08:00

two songs of the week.

Tokio Hotel - World Behind My Wall.
It's raining today
The blinds are shut
It's always the same
I tried all the games that they play
But they made me insane

Life on tv
It's random
It means nothing to me
I'm writing down
What I cannot see
Wanna wake up in a dream

Whoa.
They're telling me its beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
Whoa
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall

Trains in the sky are travelling
through fragments of time
They're taking me to parts of my mind
That no one can find

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal
I'm ready to feel

Whoa
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them but will I ever know
The world behind my wall
Whoa
The sun will shine like never before
One day I will be ready to go
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall
See the world behind my wall

I'm ready to fall
I'm ready to crawl
on my knees to know it all
I'm ready to heal
I'm ready to feel

Take me there!
Take me there!
Take me there!

Whoa
They're telling me it's beautiful
I believe them
But will i ever know
The world behind my wall

Boys Like Girls - Two is Better Than One.
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And I thought hey
You know this could be something
Cause everything you do
And words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And I am left with nothing

So maybe its true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes
The way you taste
You make it hard for breathing
Cause when i close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

Then maybe its true
That I can't live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
I'm thinking two is better than one (oh yeah)
I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life
And i thought hey

Maybe it's true
That I cant live without you
Maybe two is better than one
There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking
That I cant live without you
Cause maybe two is better than one
But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I've figured out
When all is said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one.

2010-01-12T02:02:00.001+08:00

no JC = no IPOD touch & braces.
what else.
sucked.
too complacent.

2010-01-11T23:53:00.002+08:00

okay, my results sucked.
i cant go into JC neither a wanted POLY course.
i'm left with MI or retake O's, private.
that's how bad my results are.
i passed everything, ironically that includes AMATHS.
but still, no where.

& our MS CHIA. KK is buying me that TWILIGHT planner.
THERE'S a C6 on MY AMATHS!
i dont feel like blogging.
but i cant stoned either.
i have to move on in life.

half cup empty or half cup full?

in denial, JELLY.

2010-01-11T00:04:00.005+08:00

yeah yeah.
i know i'm collecting my OLEVEL results tomorrow.
how do i feel? i seriously dont know.
numb?
yeah, i guess.

today is my last day working at cold storage.
kinda sad.
i worked at DELI department today.
DELI counter jobs are really fun.
hams,sausages,roasted chickens&ribs.
yummy!
but you cant eat , the LPO [ will catch you. lols.
the people there are really nice.
it's just 3 days & i made new friends.
working is so fun, you gain experience in life & also, a bigger circle of friends.

guess what, the floor was so slippery at the counter, that i fell while serving the customer.
-ouch-
the customer was shouting "OMG OMG, are you okay?"
& i was laughing, EPIC.

OMG, i wanna get this TWILIGHT PLANNER.

-random-

it's really pretty.

but it fucking cost $28.
Twilight Planner, CLICK HERE

PS: i got the pictures from the blogshop.

please visit them.

thanks.

OMG, i want it.

FUCK FUCK.

whatever, you lied.
if you cant do it, just say it.
empty promises.

JELLY.

2010-01-08T22:48:00.003+08:00

i supposed to go for the telemarketing job.
but instead i went to be a snack bar promoter.
rejections. rejections.rejections. rejections. rejections.
ppl just ignore you.
& their uniform is so fucking ugly.
it's a RED dress with an apron.
is like Alice's dress, you know Alice in the Wonderland?
i went for typhiod jab, cos it's handling food.
fucking pain & expensive.
7 hours of standing.
sold around 50 bars?

&there's a "AHNEH" bitch there.
i dont even know her.
she acts like we known each other. i dont.
her favourite phrase : " nobody eat arh? i eat i eat."
then i have to cut samples AGAIN.
keep laughing at my dress.
FUCK YOU! CHAOAHNEH.

going to bed.
adios.

it's not tiring, but it's really boring.

JELLY.

2010-01-08T00:17:00.002+08:00

i went for 2 jobs interview today, with GLENN.
i supposed to meet him @ 10am.
but i woke up at 10.30am.
SORRY GLENN.
anyway, both decides to hire us.
cool?
one is advertising promoter, the other one is telemarketeer.
i'm going for a one day trial job tomorrow, for e telemarketeer.
& now i realised it's a full time job, not a part time.
do you think they'll pay me if i work for a day?
i hope they do.

we both went like lots of places.
we were discriminating CHEENA&IN**ANS on the bus.
we went BUGIS mac,
& guess what we saw,
one uncle, in his fucking sixties
watching PORN with a laptop.
it's a total turn off & really disgusting.
i cant even finish my McChicken.

we went to ILUMA & BUGIS STREET.
i scolded a CH*ENA bitch really loud.
"FUCK YOU,BITCH."
her attitude really sucks, i wonder why did her boss hired her.

and really bad news, those who are going to study JC or MI,
school's starting on 28 January 2010.
20days from now.

i'm going to bed.
nights.

neither here nor there, JELLY.

2010-01-06T19:36:00.003+08:00

oh my god.
i didnt get to sleep last night.
so tired now.
let's talk abotu yesterday's chalet.
we actually decided to go to the so called "HAUNTED" REDHOUSE.
but we couldnt find.
yeah, EPIC FAILED.
ate breakfast at MAC at 6.30am.
then we booked out at10.30am.
after, went to play L4D2 after the chalet with OCC,Glenn & ShuoFeng.
then we went back to school and visit teachers, AGAIN.
i miss school's life.
then walk around talking to teachers.
i'm really tired.
nights.

3 job interviews tomorrow.
i know it's kinda late to look for jobs now but still i did.

PS: this new blogskin is really weird.

bye amigos.

exhausted JELLY.

Singapore's Universal Studios

2010-01-05T13:56:00.004+08:00

hey earthlings,

Resorts World Sentosa announced ticket prices for passes to Universal Studios Singapore, Southeast Asia's first and only Universal Studios theme park.
Passes range from $32 for a senior-citizen day pass to $118 for a two-day adult pass.
24 attractions have been planned for the theme park, and 18 of them are new or adapted for Singapore.
The theme park has the world's biggest single collection of DreamWorks Animation attractions, the world's first Far Far Away Castle from the world of Shrek; the world's first Madagascar theme park ride and the tallest duelling roller coaster Battlestar Galactica.
The theme park is divided into seven thematic worlds:
Sci Fi City, where Battlestar Galactica is located.
Hollywood
New York
Madagascar
Far Far Away
The Lost World
Ancient Egypt
Food and beverage outlets are thematic as well.
Resorts World Sentosa will open early next year with Universal Studios Singapore and other hotels and facilities.

PRICES:
One-day pass:
Adult Child Senior
$66 $48 $32 ~ Monday - Friday (excluding black-out dates*)
$72 $52 $36 ~ Weekends and black-out dates*
*Public holidays, eve of public holidays and super-peak periods.

Two-day pass [2 consecutive days]:
Adult Child Senior
$118 $88 $58 ~ All day.

Express pass*:
additional $30~Weekday (non-school holidays & non Black-out dates)
additional $48~Weekday (School Holidays)
additional $68~Weekend and black-out dates
*Express passes offers ticket holders priority access to all attractions. A limited number of express passes are sold each day, and it has to be bought in conjunction with an admission pass.

Additional notes:
1. All prices are in Singapore dollars.
2. Cost of ticket includes admission to all attractions in the park
3. Adult refers to ages 13 and above
4. Child refers to ages 4-12
5. Senior refers to ages 65 and above
6. The above rates are valid until further notice. All rates are subject to change without prior notice.

Those who had been hoping for something more affordable would certainly have been baulking at the admission costs, because an outing to the famous attraction - South-east Asia's first and only Universal Studios - will not come cheap.

Singapore's ticket prices are cheaper than Universal's two other attractions in Orlando, Florida in the United States, and in Osaka, Japan, which cost US$79 (S$109) and 5,800 yen (S$90) respectively for a full-day pass.
Over at Disneyland in Hong Kong, an adult ticket goes for HK$350 (S$63), while Disneyland in Paris charges 52 euros (S$107).

P.S: i copied all this from the net.

now we can enjoy theme park without flying to other places.
escape theme park seriously sucks.

so will there be subsidy for the theme park?

JELLY, the typical singaporean

2010-01-05T05:09:00.002+08:00

yup, there's nothing wrong with your eyes.
is 5am in the morning.
and i'm still awake.
i cant believe that i chatted with my England pen-pal till 5am in the morning!
8 hours time difference.
sucks.
there's still chalet tomorrow night.
hope there's space for me on the bed.

nights amigos.

JELLY.

2010-01-04T17:17:00.002+08:00

FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL! oops, i realised i dont have to go.

i went for a job interview with hongying this morning, 10am.
fucking early, i know.
i wore DAMN formal, i really mean it, DAMN FORMAL.
long sleeve button shirt, skirt & heels. CRAP!
& i failed the interview. she didnt call back.
she played me. FUCK BITCH.
i know she wont hire me, with my answer no one would.

just read
she asked : " why do you think i should hire you?"
i replied: "i dont know why you should."

is it so difficult to say "i do not want to hire you" ??!!
why must she let me wait till 5pm & not calling at all.
to let me self declare that i dont get the job.
FUCK BITCH.
i'm not pissed with her not hiring me.
why cant she just give me an answer, i seriously hate waiting.

after interview, went Clarke Quay, SCHOOL & AMK Hub.
can you believe? i went to school.
lols. disturbing teachers, i miss the FUN.
one more week, going back to school to collect results.
not looking forward.

i'm going 2B's class chalet tomorrow.
maybe i'll go there around dinner time.

i've one more week to ROT&SLACK!

professional rotter, JELLY.

2010-01-01T21:33:00.002+08:00

hello 2010.
re-painting my house today.
DIY.
packing worksheets.
packing my room.
lots of RUBBISH!
i seriously need a wardrobe make-over.
i got more than 10000 sheets of papers.
1000 of foolscap papers on AMATHEMATICS.
but still i failed the subject, waste time&paper.
-sigh-

LDRorSDR?

DIY-ing JELLY.

2009-12-31T12:50:00.002+08:00

2010, i'm not ready.
staying home all day.
not counting down or anything.
tired of celebrating.
time to take a break.
but i cant.
naggings&scoldings doesnt end.
sixteen going seventeen, with my parents, i feel like i'm seven.

sitting down on e sofa.
blocking out all the noise&voice.
listing what are the things that are needed to be changed in the year 2010.
but nothing came out of my mind.
-BLANK-
ya, there's a few stupid things like,
new clothes
new gadgets
new school
new year
new friends, blah.
that's craps.

i want something like, changing
my personalities
character
bad habits
way of living
aim in life
way of communicating with my parents, etc.

i'm like a walking zombie in 2009.

crap, changing is really difficult.
it's not a day or two but a year or few.

i'm not gonna blog anymore, on 2009.
i'll blog next year,2010.
china post, 2010. ha.

adios amigos.

P.S: before the year ends. i would like to say something.
NOT ALL CHINESE are the people of republic china.
they can be S'POREANs, THAIs, INDONESIANs, etc.
& SINGAPORE is neither NEAR nor IN china.
for goodness sake, get your facts right.

changing or not changing, JELLY.

2009-12-28T12:10:00.001+08:00

PIXIE LOTT - Cry Me Out.

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

cry me out, JELLY.

2009-12-28T11:09:00.005+08:00

on saturday, i went m'sia shopping.

did my nails & bought a really cute bag. lols

yesterday i went to some band concert@ victoria concert hall.

i got lost when i was loitering around. IN HEELS.

legs muscles hurts like shit.

stupid mood swings make me feel so emo.

i walked from city hall to fort canning road, near some peranakan museum.

WTH right?

actually i was stalking some hot guys when i was emo-ing. lols.

OMG!

JELLY= HOT GUYS STALKER.

going to the hospital later, to see my grandpapa.

then will go L4D2 with ANDY & BEN.

then dinner with 4beeians.

P.S: i cant post the gingerbread pics today.

STALKER JELLY.

2009-12-25T21:36:00.003+08:00

okay, as i say, today is really a fucking tiring day.

yesterday afternoon, i was baking GINGERBREAD MEN [haha, i didnt burn up the kitchen] with RJ.
[ i will post those cute pictures, soon]
then later @ night, supposed to go Orchard to countdown alone but in the end,
PLANS CHANGED!
i went gift xchange[i got a COOKIE MONSTER] with my brother and his friends.
i was the odd one out, DUH.
couples, couples, couples.
& me, SINGLE ass.
anyway, we went Henderson Waves(Bridge), Mount Faber & Kent Ridge Park.
it's kind of anti-climax, the Christmas atmosphere was not there.
but i enjoyed myself.
although it's not my ideal way of celebrating Christmas,
[cos the atmosphere really sucks]
those places we went are suitable for couples to make-out, seriously, if you're attached, bring your BForGF there. ROMANTIC.
but i'm really pleased that i do not have to celebrate it ALONE.
i appreciated that they invited me.
THANKS!
& i reached home @ 4am [ this proved that i enjoyed myself]
i should have brought VODKA there, but my brother needs to drive.
when you drive, DONT even THINK about DRINKING.

& crap stuff is, i woke up @ 10.30am this morning.
i was so tired but i couldnt go back to lala land.
so i went to watch TV.
TV TV TV TV TV TV.
& i didnt realised that i was late.
i went to meet PEOPLE, and gave them my GINGERBREAD MEN.
i'm the so called Singapore's version Santa Claus.
i dont have a herd of reindeers so i took the bus & the MRT.
i went from ANGMOKIO to HARBOURFRONT.
[stopping@places & surprised people with my GINGERBREAD].
tiring?
there's more. i travelled to BOTH GRANDPARENTS' house.
i didnt know old folks would get jealous.
my paternal grandma was jealous about me going my maternal grandma house for dinner.
so i went to her house first.
to eat dinner. Double share.
so from ViVo City, i MRTed down to Tampines.
[ it sounds simple? think twice before you say it, it's not simple.]
then from Tampines i BUSed down to BoonKeng.
it's so horrible & TIRING.
i'm like fucking tired now, i dont feel like eating.
i even ignored the turkey in the kitchen.
i gonna stop blogging & take a break.
even Santa Claus could take a break, why cant i?
but first, there's cold yummy strawberry yoghurt waiting for me.
yoghurt first, rest later.

P.S: gonna post the pictures, soon.

All I want for Christmas is YOU, but you didnt came.

tired of everything, JELLY.

2009-12-25T20:44:00.003+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

what a tiring day.
gonna blog later.
bye!
dinner first.

2009-12-24T09:29:00.005+08:00

It's Christmas Eve.
Grandpa admitted into hospital last night, for the doctors to "run some tests" on him.
his appointment time was 4.15pm yesterday, until 7.30pm, the doctor came out & say he needs to be admitted.
WTH, waited so long.
i'm going to visit him, later in the evening.

& later at night, going Orchard to countdown alone, i know it's pathetic, dont remind me.
i send out messages, pratically people ignored me.
it's okay, i'll go alone.
celebrate Christmas with strangers might be fun.
really hope there's other plans coming up.....

everyone's working out of their muscles.
i'm slacking out of my fats.
gaining weight like nobody's business. FUCK.
ya, it's only my business.

it's Christmas Eve, i must be good.
just gonna sit down & read my books.
HOUSE of NIGHT series is good, i have the whole series.
& i regret spending money on books, there's no proper place to put it.

All I Want For Christmas is YOU.

wandering&wondering JELLY.

MUD BBF.

2009-12-21T17:30:00.006+08:00

I LOVE THIS POST [CLICK HERE.]

there's meaning behind those colours. it's our favorite colours.
JELLY.
RJ.
SIMONE.
EUNICE.

SCIENCE CENTRE STAIRCASE.

whatever you wanna say, i,COPY-CAT, COPY-DOG, COPY-MOUSE, COPY-ELEPHANT or COPY-DINOSAUR,etc.
WHATEVER!
not happy,FUCK OFF.
for SIMONEWONG, if you're not HAPPY with me copying, YOU STILL HAVE TO READ.
screw me later.
i do not have enough time to write a really long post for my MUDDY BFFs.
but i want you 3 to know, i ~~FUCKING~~ LOVE YOU 3 to the ~~FUCKING~~ core. oops! too vulgar.

for all those:
detentions sessions.
go for counselling sessions just to skip CHEMISTRY&ENGLISH, sometimes MATHS.
pon-ing school, for breakfast.
acting sick to pon school.
underage drinking.
long phone calls under the blanket.
watching soccer match & talking on the phone,screaming "TORRES&GERRARD!".
making breakfast for everyone.
smacking each other ass.
cam-whoring.
bitching & gossiping.
going window shopping& trying on clothes for FUN.
bollywood dancing
hiding inside toilet to skip lessons.
putting shoelaces into our uniform.
asking for clips during attire check.
asking for comb.
disturbing teachers in class.
eating sweets&snacks during lessons.
sneak food into class during recess.
gossip about stupid teachers. [alot of them. MSCHIA, you're not in the list.]
eating meesiams, curry noodle & chickenrice.
stay back in sch, doing nothing.
standing up for each other
copy each others' homework
not handing in homework even if you did, just because i didnt.

i gonna stop writing if not i'll cry. just by thinking back, i can cry.

lastly, i wanna THANK you 3 [SIMONE,RJ&EUNICE] for all the MEMORIES we shared.

LET's GET DIRTY in THE MUD.

MUDDY FOREVER

unbelievable madness.

2009-12-21T16:38:00.008+08:00

remember i said i went out with a CRAZY girl called RJ?
let's continue from there.

i went to NEW CREATION CHURCH CHRISTMAS SERVICE with her.
& i have to admit i love celebrating CHRISTMAS with christians.
the atmosphere there is so overwhelming.
& we saw KAYE there. hey,NICE HAIR you got!
then later, we went RAFFLES CITY to get our lunch @ 6pm.
eating lunch at dinner time. WTH.
anyway, i'm so ADDICTED to SUBWAY.

then so so so so CRAZY & UNBELIEVABLE that i agreed to go to the airport with her.
cos SHERMAN SIA couldnt go. to see THIS GUY [~~MORON~~]. ARSEHOLE.
LEEMINHO's VISIT.[click here.]
we reached there @ 6 plus. which is freaking early, he's coming @ 8.05pm. the HUGE crowd, from the outside to the inside.

reporters came @ 7pm. started interviewing fanatics.& filming.

thank GOD, WE WERE not caught on the camera.
we were standing in front of the entrance.
the girls there were CRAZILY in love with HIM, they were screaming : " LEEMINHO, SARANG HEY YO!" WTH.
RJ bought his poster. HAHAHAHHA.
security guards, policemen? whatever.

at 8.30pm, he CAME.
the crowd were SCREAMING @ the top of their voices.
[i bet the crowd scared the shit out of those TOURISTS] 40seconds & he's GONE. DAMN IT, wasting of time. i waited 2 hrs for someone i dont even give a shit about. DAMN it. & 40 seconds, he's gone.
2hrs for 40seconds.
never mind, accompanying poor RJ. lols.
she didnt manage to get his signature.
I"LL SIGN FOR YOU!
i might have accumulated my first good karma. HAHA.
*i have short clips, but i lazy to upload. ha. maybe next time.

P.S: dear TOURISTS, this is just the minority group of s'poreans. the rest of us are perfectly okay.
Enjoy your stay in S'PORE. welcome!

behaving good JELLY.

2009-12-21T16:04:00.005+08:00

OHMYGOD. i got so much to say.
i know i said that the world's going to end, but still, i'll take my time.
i think i dont have to study anymore.
2012,2 more years & a few days, i cant even get a degree.
my mama told me that i'm suppose to be packing my worksheets & books like one month ago. so she say: "YOU WILL DO IT TODAY!"
[i really feel like burning all of it so i do not have to pack, but i do not have the confidence that i can be sure i do not have to retake my papers.]
OH FUCK, is like fucking lot of worksheets. i killed millions of TREES.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. okay, too much.
but still, i gonna BLOG.
i dont care what will my mama do. ( i'm not pixie lott)
screw or nag. i dont give a ~~FUCK~~. oops.
should accumulatre some good karma. CHRISTMAS is so near.
Santa might give me something.
first, let's blog about yesterday. [CRAZY]
then i'll blog about my MUD clique.

about my china trip. NEXT TIME.

wandering&wondering, JELLY.

2012 for real?

2009-12-20T12:51:00.000+08:00

hmmmm, another 4 days since i blogged.
okay, L4D2 is freaking difficult to play.
i cant even complete a level, so forget about campaign.

i seriously forgot what i've been doing for this 4 days.
watching TV. EVERYDAY.
shopping @ DAISO-JURONG yesterday.
i woke up early to eat breakfast with mama&papa, @ 8am.
saw MDM TAN LIN. lols.
i going out with RJ.

her crazy obessesion over LEEMINHO.
according to her, he's coming to s'pore tonight.
and she's going. crazy woman.

i got to go.
adios amigos.
i've been wasting my holidays.
FUCK.

climate's changing, the world might end at anytime.
is 2012 for real?
so, precautions to take.
look out for cracks on the floor.
stay away from beaches, tsunami might come at any moment.
bring umbrellas out, ice might start falling down from the sky.
i'll think of more.

JELLY.

2009-12-16T10:51:00.005+08:00

time flies, 4 days since i last blogged.
hmmm, what have i been doing?
i stayed at home for one of the days, and i cant use the com.
on the other day, i jogged around SERANGOON & LORONG CHUAN with my brother.
my CRAZY brother. it's freaking long run.
he's MAD.
yesterday, i went to play 2 hours of badminton with my brother.
i know, so NO-LIFE.
anyway, i gonna meet RJ @ 1pm.
& later @3pm, going to PLAZA SINGAPURA to play L4D2 with my brother & his amigos.
FINALLY? i get to play L4D2?
hmmm, not really looking forward to it.
while i was mugging for O's, i was so looking forward to it.
but now, no longer do.
since coming back from CHINA, everything i do, has something to do with my brother.
ironic? i think so.
ARGH! not as close as you think.
i gotta go ,meeting RJ soon.
i gonna blog about MY CHINA trip soon.
but not now.
i'm reading Twilight Saga Series AGAIN.
currently @ ECLIPSE.
i know, dont have to tell me how no life i'm.

oh, &LIVERPOOL vs ARSENAL.
1 vs 2.

adios amigos.

NO-LIFE JELLY.

2009-12-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

i wanna FALL in LOVE.

2009-12-12T12:15:00.000+08:00

i realised being grounded,
means, ZERO ALLOWANCE & planned MEALS.
i cant choose what to eat. SHIT.
more nagging & scolding. FUCK.
i need a FUCKING MUTE BUTTON.
& of cos, i cant go out with FRIENDS.

BUT i can go out with relatives!
i going CHRISTMAS SHOPPING with my AUNT later.
TURKEY, LOGCAKE, PRESENTS, here I COME!!
ha, at least something to look forward to.

LIVERPOOL vs ARSENAL tonight.

adios amigos.
take care.

"grounded" JELLY

2009-12-12T11:53:00.000+08:00

didnt get a chance to blog yesterday.
went to MANDAI to pay a visit on KELVIN's tomb?(do you call it tomb??)
anyway, i forgot to bring joss sticks and stuffs, so we used cigarettes.lols.
then at night played family MAHJONG till 2am, from 8pm.
& WTF, i lost. SHIT. $50.

& the movie NEWMOON was better than TWILIGHT.
it's more interesting.there's more action in NEWMOON.
but my brother was complaining the ending SUCKED. WTH!
he doesnt know how to appreciate the movie.
it ends with EDWARD saying "MARRY ME, BELLA".
the book ended around there too.
in this MOVIE,
TAYLOR LAUTNER's body is hotter than ROBERT PATTINSON's
no LIES. sorry ROB's fans ,but YES, TAYLOR'S HOTTER.
the ROBERT PATTINSON(EDWARD CULLEN) in TWILIGHT is better than he is in NEWMOON.
i guess, TAYLOR LAUTNER(JACOB BLACK) is the focus of NEWMOON.

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN, NOT ROBERT PATTINSON.

JELLY.

2009-12-10T12:02:00.002+08:00

YYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
i'm going to watch NEWMOON!! in a CINEMA!!
GROUNDED? i can always sneak out.
hahahahhahahahhahah.
so fucking HAPPY.
& also, i need to sneak out to play L4D2! not today.
adios amigos!

PS: i gonna do the CHINA post on SAT?
need to make a trip to MANDAI, it's kelvin's anniversary tomorrow.
time flies.

twihard JELLY.

2009-12-09T10:54:00.001+08:00

GOOD MORNING.
OHMYGOD, i'm so fucking bored.
woke up too early.
& now, i'm either watching TV,facebook-ing or blog hopping.
it's so annoying, my mum just cant stop nagging.
how i wish there's a mute button on her. ha.
RJ&SIMONE are both working, no one to chat or meet up. ARGH!
hmmmm, gonna write a long post on my CHEENA trip.
i do it tomorrow?
& i gonna continue my spanish self studying during the grounded period.
going to attend CHIAWEE's passing out parade @ 2pm.
& i need to pack my room now.

adios amigos.

PS: Meet me at the EQUINOX - DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE & I belong to you - MUSE is very NICE!

nolife JELLY.

2009-12-08T15:16:00.000+08:00

i need to get a new earpiece.
and also, an IPOD touch,
but no jobs=no money=no IPOD.
this sucks.
when you need to do so many things,
you cant get out of your fucking house.

pissed JELLY.

2009-12-08T13:17:00.001+08:00

I'm so FUCKING happy to be BACK!
but fucking PISSED to be GROUNDED.
SHIT!
cant watch Twilight Saga:NEWMOON. FUCK.

2009-11-22T14:53:00.001+08:00

hmmm, okay.
LIVERPOOL VS MANCITY
2 vs 2

14 days of hell ahead of me.
i'm going to CHINA. FUCK!
i saw NEWMOON's poster at the bus stop yesterday.
and that reminds me that
i cant watch it on the day when it's going to be in cinemas.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
call myself a hardcore fan when i cant watch it first.
FUCK. that's fucking embarassing&ironic.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
HELL HELL HELL HELL.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK.
-LITTLE ALLOWANCE
-CANT WORK
-CANT BE a HARDCORE FAN
-FORCED TO GO CHINA.
-CANT BRING LAPTOP to CHINA.
definitely more to come ...
my life sucks? i think i can say that.
i should go the web fuckmylife to write a post. shit.
i leaving,like,tomorrow morning.
so shit.

adios people.

hope i dont die there.

walking zombie, JELLY.

2009-11-20T11:10:00.002+08:00

feeling FUCKING pissed now.
"i'm not gonna let you work because i've my own reasons."
and her own reasons was, your attitude is not suitable for working.
so in the future, i can just dont work, you'll support my life till i'm fifty?
then what for i study? since i dont need a job, you'll provide me.
FUCK ! that's CRAPS.
my mum gave me this shit after my job interview yesterday.
it's was a successful interview and my parents dont allow.
she wants me to work part time in a childcare??!!
is there a need for CHUCKY replay? i think i'll kill all the kids there.
how can i survive with her little allowance. FUCK.
everyone gets to work, why cant i?
even CHIAWEE was allowed to. BULLSHIT.
BIASED bitch.
this is so not my holidays.
i cant work, being forced to go a trip i dont want to, missing the showing of my favorite movie.
FUCK, sometimes i think that parents are just money givers, the care is no longer needed, it's irrelevant.
i think i'm the only one left in this fucking world that my parents dont allow me to work.
even my cousin @ age of 14 can work.
now i wish that i can be taking olevels everyday. i dont have to see their fucking faces.

class chalet was another shit.
i was a maid for 4 days 3 nights?
we drank like lots of VODKA.
5-6 bottles.
BACARDI BREEZERs, and stuffs.
the drinking was the only fun for the whole class chalet.

ARGH!!! i can kill like 20 lions now.
i'm so fucking angry and pissed!

and i bet my blog's traffic-flow is so high because those people who went for the chalet are coming to see whether i got bitch about them on my blog.
i wanted to, to spill out all of your horrible&selfish behaviour, but i dont have the time and mood.
i have my own stuffs to be disgust and bitch about.
maybe next time, or not, a post specially for all of you to reflect on your actions.
i'm so fucking glad that i seen all your true colours after graduating, and not before.
i'm so disgusted by YOUR behaviour.
just remember, in life, it's not always that a person will be cleaning your asses for you.

disgusted&pissed, JELLY.

2009-11-15T23:04:00.002+08:00

finally, time to BLOG!
after one night @ camp and one night @ home.
CAMP was tiring.
i slept for 1 hour.
cos the night walk screwed up.
so the mentors were meeting up until 3am.
and i decided not to sleep.
but in the end i slept @ 6.20am.
when we need to wake up @ 6.30am.
but i skipped PT & sneaked up to bunk and sleep.
then campfire preparation & stuffs.
amazing race & wet games.
ha, i made hair spa out of mud, & put it on campers hair.
fun. ha. before campfire started, i went home.
slept 14 hours, not a peaceful sleep.
from 7 am, brother packing his stuffs, to prepare to go army.
then from 8am, ppl calling in to ask me about BBQ stuffs.
SHIT.
went shopping with ANDY,BEN & RUJUN.
had kunch at SUBWAY.
accompanied ANDY to the salon.
oh my. NO LIFE.
okay, need to prepare for tomorrow's chalet.
and have to wake up damn early to make a trip to ICA.
damn!

nights amigos.
cant wait for NEW MOON's showing
L4D2.
LIVERPOOL vs MAN CITY
& chiawee's bday.

tired JELLY.

2009-11-11T15:20:00.002+08:00

UHHHHHHHH.
i'm bored&pissed.
weird combination.
i've been watching TV since morning.
show after show.
and waitng for people to reply to my messages.
hmmm,
planning of CHALET with people who dont give a shit.
it sucks.
DAMN IT.
BIOLOGY paper 1 tomorrow.
i guess, i'll have to read up my textbook later.

i need to update the class blog.
adios amigos.

JELLY.

£99.99 ??!!

2009-11-10T21:00:00.003+08:00

Official LFC Torres El Nino Boxed Shirt

To honour his no.9 squad number, only 9,999 of these special products will be manufactured – each strictly authenticated by a small, unique identification code applied to the number on the back of the shirt.

do they sell GERRARD'S , NUMBER 8?

2009-11-10T20:26:00.007+08:00

what a day.
chinese paper was difficult.
not only that,
there's some ASSHOLE. [index no:2781009?]
sleeping during the paper, & worst, he's SNORING like fucking loud.
COUGHING, SNEEZING & SNORING, oh, & SCREWING.
puh-lease,whatever, switch to silent mode.
if you wanna screw your paper, go ahead & SHUT THE FUCK UP!
CRAP.
lucky, i fought the urge to throw my pencil case @ you.
DAMN you!
or i'm screwed too.
went MAC with BEN&ANDY.
to eat EXTRA VALUE MEAL, duh.
then went to play 2 rounds of bowling.
woohoo.
bowling is FUN.
SCORES:
A-ANDY 65 63
B-BEN 65 80
E-E.C. 70 59
i should have put my name as CULLEN.
then we'll have ABC. ha.
ABC easy as 123.

ha. i just woke up.
4hours of NAP.
i wanna join the AMAZING RACE competition with RJ!
it's going to be very FUN.

LIVERPOOL 2 - 2 BIRMINGHAM C.
i know they lost the FULHAM match.
FULHAM 3-1 LIVERPOOL.
but it's okay.
GO LIVERPOOL!

okay, two more paper to go.
& there's a dental appointment for me.
am i the only one?CRAP.
one CAMP & one CHALET.
then to my unwanted CHINA trip. BUSY!

shit, i need to start going to gym&burn fats.
FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.FAT.

gaining weight JELLY.

happy?

2009-11-09T20:14:00.002+08:00

i dont wanna use you to be HAPPY.
although i just want to be HAPPY.

LEONA LEWIS- HAPPY
Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything
Don't cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don't cha love in vain
Cause love won't set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah
Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they're the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can't stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by
Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I'm just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh
Bridge:
So and it's just that I can't see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don't say victim
Don't say anything
*Repeat Chorus
Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

KINGS OF KEON- USE SOMEBODY.
I've been roaming around
Always looking down at all I see
Painted faces, fill the places I cant reach
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you, And all you know, And how you speak
Countless lovers under cover of the street
You know that I could use somebody
You know that I could use somebody
Someone like you
Off in the night, while you live it up, I'm off to sleep
Waging wars to shape the poet and the beat
I hope it's gonna make you notice
I hope it's gonna make you notice
Someone like me
Someone like me
Someone like me, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
Someone like you, somebody
I've been roaming around,
Always looking down at all I see

unhappy JELLY.

2009-11-09T17:29:00.002+08:00

okay, i'm having a CHINESE paper tomorrow, but i dont give a shit.
do i really dont give a shit?
i doubt it.
FUCK.
i dont know how to study CHINESE.
CRAP.

hmmm,
i miss SCHOOL
[not the fucking management or building but the enviroment & bullying teachers]
i miss doing RETARDED stuffs with classmates.
especially GAN RUJUN.
ha, i know you miss me.
i miss you too.
MUGGING @ GALILEE
drinking long espresso @ CAFE GALILEE.
ordering ROASTERY CHICKEN LEG & COKE ZERO.
accumulating EVIL KARMA. ha.
skipping school to airport & hawker breakfast.
& i miss bitch-ing and gossiping with MS CHIA.
staying @ home, movie marathon-ing or using the computer,
play gardening mama on DS LITE.
wasting electricity.
i'm feeling so weird, thought of studying, but what is there to study.
there's no more O's, CHINESE cant study?
SCIENCE paper one? i've done enough practices.
is there an addiction for mugging?
i think i'm addicted to it.
i feel guilty not studying, keep thinking that i have something to study but there's nothing.
i miss MUGGING.
i need to visit the library to borrow some books.
i miss READING.

my earpiece spoilt. FUCK.
i going to buy a new one, a HEADPHONE or EARPIECE?
my MP3 player is going to spoil too, so i get IPOD touch??
ha, mummy will cut me into pieces & feed the pigs.

i'm also changing my blogskin soon.
maybe getting a twitter account too.
okay, i'm going to watch TV or DS-ing.
watch BONDI rescue! ha.
4 more days to OFFICIAL freedom.
adios amigos.

bull shiting JELLY.

2009-11-07T22:32:00.002+08:00

okay, i cant watch that stupid movie online.
FUCK.
necesito ir al cine.
hmmmm, i'm going to watch:
ZOMBIELAND- fucking hilarious
JENNIFER'S BODY
THE TWILIGHT SAGA: NEWMOON
2012
Cirque Du Freak: The Vampire's Assistant

ha, i'm going to watch SEED OF CHUCKY @1am, CHANNEL 5.
i'm going to overcome my childhood fear.
CHUCKY, here i come.

brave JELLY.

2009-11-07T20:41:00.000+08:00

twilight freak JELLY.

2009-11-07T20:24:00.001+08:00

should i cut my hair? SHORT.

2009-11-07T19:39:00.002+08:00

OH MY, today was fucked.
i went to attend the DSAS public forum.
the forum was okay, but the trip to there sucks.
it was damn far from the station i alighted.
i walked for 400m from one MRT station to the other.
ON HEELS!? they need formal attire.
i was all alone with those weird, highly self motivated people.
blisters.blisters. UGH!!
anyway,
i'm LOOKING for the MACDONALD monopoly estates.
because of this i'm buying MAC meal almost everyday.
RETARD right, waste money. BUT it's fun!
i need TOA PAYOH, ORCHARD ROAD,SHENTON WAY,SCOTTS ROAD,JOO CHIAT,SENTOSA COVE&TANJONG RHU.
either one.
i have with me ARDMORE ROAD, MARINA BAY,GEYLANG.
EXCHANGE WITH ME IF YOU HAVE IT. ha

i going to watch ZOMBIELAND.
adios amigos.

MAC-ing JELLY.

2009-11-06T19:31:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER!
FUCKCHINESE.
i dont give a SHIT.
BIOLOGY was okay.
if there's no scary&drastic moderation,an A is not a problem.
never had i been that confident.
haha.
HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY.HOLIDAY.

think your life sucks? read this.
Ever think of what its like for the person in the mirror? Because it IS a person, not "reflected light" but a person identical to you, in a word that is and exact copy of the one you know. Except, their whole world is what you see there, if it can't be seen in the mirror, it doesn't exist for the other you.
Can you imagine a whole life spent in one room? worse still, your movements MUST be the exact same as another you, if you think it is so terrible, there is a way to help the mirror you. You must get them to do something, that is not the same as what you're doing. Even a tiny difference will do even a fraction of an inch is enough to make this work.
The best way, that I have found, requires only a ruler, it also helps if you have long hair. See where this is going? Stand in front of the mirror, and quick as you can, grab a hair, not a stray one that is floating away from the rest, it has to be impossible to tell which on you're grabbing. Now, quickly hold it out straight, and measure it. Look in the mirror, the mirror you will have grabbed a different strand, the length will be different. Maybe only a little, but remember, even a fraction of an inch is plenty. The barrier no longer exists for the you in the mirror, they are free to move where ever they want.
But I warn you: a lifetime in a room can be difficult to deal with, can even send a person crazy. They envy your life. Its what they want. Never turn your back on that mirror, and every night before you sleep make sure your doppelganger is in the world they belong in.
And cover the mirror. Don't ever forget to cover it.
IT's not others but the other YOU.

after reading this, i dont dare to look at the mirror. SHIT.

freaked out, JELLY.

2009-11-04T21:15:00.001+08:00

this is from RUJUN's blog. DAMN FUNNY.

this is WEIRD but RETARD way of FUNNY.

"a bunch of monsters & miley cyrus outside the door?" WTF?
"i stay home cook rice." LOLS.

it's better than mine, i spent my HALLOWEEN, not eating sweets but MUGGING.

2009-11-04T20:00:00.001+08:00

blogger is going crazy again.
i cant edit the text and stuff.
hmmm. who gives a SHIT.
5 more paper to screw.
i wont screw BIOLOGY & CHINESE.
so is ONE more.
time files. 14 papers, left with 5.
GEOGRAPHY was easy today. but not enough time.
adiós B3!
CRAP! the first time i think GEOGRAPHY is easy.
and i neglected the TIME. FUCK.
now i can only pass my GEO, no A1.
already screwed SOCIAL STUDIES.
so kiss goodbye to my combined HUMANITIES result.

MS CHIA, gracias por la comida

RUJUN,buena suerte para mañana POA

voy a estudiar biología.
[i'm going to study biology]
noches amigos
[nights friends.]
i'm not sure it's right or wrong. HA.
ha, FUCK is still FUCK in SPANISH, i guess.
SWEARING words are UNIVERSAL. ha.

learning SPANISH JELLY.

2009-11-02T18:19:00.002+08:00

hmmm, CHEMISTRY & SOCIAL STUDIES done.
i know i flunk the papers.
ironically, i feeling very relax now.
damn the bloody VENICE.
SINK SINK SINK!
i studied so hard and it didnt came out.
i screwed SS la. did only Qns 1a,b & 4a.
no time.
CHEMISTRY was OKAY.
i lost 2 marks on the conditions of HABER PROCESS.
damn. should be confident with my answers but i'm not.
and i went to change it.
the answers that were changed, were wrong.
mugging for GEOGRAPHY & BIOLOGY.
wish me good luck.

oh. my new theory:
SWEARING is BLESSING.
FUCK YOU=BLESS YOU. lols.

JELLY.

it's not over.

2009-11-01T12:51:00.002+08:00

hmmm, what a week.
5 papers.
i screwed both my AMATHEMATICS papers.
i did question 1 & 9 for both papers. lols.
i screwed these papers = i screwed my life.
for those thanking AMATHS papers out there.
PLEASE give me some credits if you manage to get unexpected score.
it's ME who pulled down the moderation.
haha, at the end of the AMATHS paper, i drew a smiley face & wrote,
" thanks for marking my papers."
we, singaporeans, do have manners. lols.
i think i screwed my ENGLISH PAPERS too.
bloody hell, that bitch MAY LIN, her passage was so difficult. lols.

LIVERPOOL WON & LOST.
LIVERPOOL vs MAN UNITED
2 vs 0!
FULHAM vs LIVERPOOL
3 vs 1
it's alright.

anyway, let bygones be bygones.
i going to study CHEMISTRY & SOCIAL STUDIES.
adios amigos.
i must start learning other languages.

screwed JELLY.

2009-10-25T13:38:00.003+08:00

hmmm, OLEVEL is starting tomorrow.
i guess i'm the only one who is slacking now.
no one is on FACEBOOK.
i'm so worried for both MATHEMATICS and ENGLISH.
crap!
i just hate that feeling.
i'm going back to do EMATHS now.
sigh.
just another 20 days.
& LIVERPOOL vs MAN UNITED tonight.
i wouldnt be watching.
go GERRARD!!

to RUJUN:
"RUJUN, it's alright."
i'm lying. act as if you dont know, okay?

adios amigos.

mugging JELLY.

2009-10-18T00:17:00.004+08:00

hmmm, okay.
i didnt study, i know i should, i said after dinner.
but i didnt.
unwanted things just happened.
in life, things will never be the way you want it to be.
even studying.
PARENTS are fucking bull SHITers.
they claim, they'll support you till the end, no matter, rain or shine.
however, in the process, they DONT.
i didnt type wrong, THEY DONT!
in the end, when there's FUCKED up results.
they'll blame you if your results are FUCKED.
they'll push the fucking blame on you and say is because you're watching TV using the INTERNET. FUCK YOU!
2hrs of internet a week, 1 hr of TV a day. is it ALOT?
i'm a HUMAN not a FUCKING ROBOT or NERD, i'm a typical neighbourhood schoolgirl.
not a girl from prestigious school like RGS, etc.
you didnt groom me to be one when i was younger, so dont expect me to groom myself into one, it's too late. FUCK FUCK FUCK.
HOW I WISH YOU TWO will just THROW MONEY at me, stop asking me to run errands for you, and stop nagging like nobody's business.
it's TOO LATE, for all the care and concerns you give me now, i dont need it anymore.
just let me study for 1 more MONTH, is it so difficult?
FUCK! you just cant, i knew it. FUCK YOU!
i SCREWED my LIFE?
bear in mind, you both, caused me to screw MY LIFE.

i gonna DIE but still, i must help others.
this is a VIDEO to"motivate" those who are stuck in MATHS, like myself.
a VIDEO from MJC.

another one, this got nothing to do with the MJC's video.
WARNING! innocent people might get polluted.

OH, & SUNDERLAND vs LIVERPOOL.
1 vs 0.
LIVERPOOL lost.
it's okay. it's just not their day.

screwed JELLY.

8days.

2009-10-17T20:27:00.005+08:00

GRADUATION.
words just cant meant how i felt.
however, a picture means a thousand words.

NATIONAL DAY CELEBRATION

PHOTO TAKING

AYG

AYG

GRADUATION.

i didnt manage to get all PICTURES.

YESTERDAY, studied in SCHOOL.

with KHAIR&RIDWAN.

ordered CANADIAN PIZZA AGAIN.

studied and play, from 3 to 8pm.

lols.

I DIDNT BITCH WITH MS CHIA YESTERDAY!

hahahah. did lots of maths.

and SALLY, the female "GHOST" followed RIDWAN HOME.

ha.

hmmm, today.

went BISHAN, thought of studying at library.

but PUBLIC HOLIDAY so LIBRARY never open. DAMN!

went COFFEE BEAN, things are so expensive.

ordered a cup of ice blended DOUBLE CHOCOLATE COFFEE.

$7.10 but it's worth it. ha.

it's DAMN nice, THICK, BITTER & not too SWEET.

did 4 hours of MATHS, 1 EMATHS PAPER 1 and AMATHS, differentiation.

MATHEMATICS are VERY ADDICTIVE when you know how to solve it.

hmmm, going to do CHEMISTRY after DINNER. AHHHH!

8 days, 8 subjects, can DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE DIE.

2009-10-14T21:18:00.005+08:00

LOLS, ladies, it's just a SEAT.
or you both being RACIST?
"YOU ARE STUU PID!"
"FUCK YOU"
"STOP IT STOP IT"
lols. fucking hilarious.

10 days

2009-10-14T20:19:00.006+08:00

today, is my consecutive 3 days PON-ING school.
and also, it's MAMA's birthday, but didnt went out with her.
instead went BISHAN library to study with RJ.
no, is actually CAFE GALILEE.
studied CHEMISTRY.
gave up on SS.
i tried doing TRIGONOMETRY but still, i failed.
10days? B3 for AMATHS, is it even possible?
YES with a L1R5 of 48.
hmmm, from 12 to 7pm.
we bought :
1 ICE CUPPUCCINO
1 CHOCOLATE SPIN
2 Roasted Chicken Leg, very salty
1 bucket of CHICKEN CHUNKS, very oily.
2 COKE ZERO
1 VEGGIE SANDWICH, with disgusting avocado.
total:$26 spent. DAMN.
our MISS GAN, swallowing her food.

GRADUATING tomorrow!
so i wouldnt PON.
made personal dedications for ALL 4BEEIANS.

LAMINATED & SIGNED,
hope you all will like it.
it's UNIQUE for each and everyone.
ONE&ONLY for YOU, specially made.
it took me a LONG time.

and also, a poem that i written.
to all 4 beeians&playmates of YUYING:

" YEARS just flew by,
it's time to say goodbye.
all the memories you gave,
it's something i cant buy. "
[COPYRIGHTED©2009] LOLS.

PEOPLE that i'll really miss:
RUJUN
KHAIR
RIDWAN
SIMONE
EUNICE
MEGAWATI
ARA KATRINA
HONGYING
REBECCA
ANDY
BENJAMIN GOY
FARIZUAN
NPCC SQUADMATES
2C'O7 GANG OF SIX
COUNSELLOR-mrs DEVAN
MS KOK
MS[MR] CHIA - GOSSIP KING
MS MEENU
MR DANNY
there's more but i've no time to type it out.

MEETING KHAIR,RIDWAN,CHSTER&RJ @ mac
tomorrow 7am.
so have to sleep early.
nights.

graduating JELLY.

12 days.

2009-10-12T22:10:00.005+08:00

went out with RJ today to BUGIS & CITYHALL.
first, i went CITY HALL to get stuffs.
then i WALKED from CITY HALL to NATIONAL LIBRARY [not really far] and meet RJ.
but on the way, i got lost, retarded, i know.
i almost went to ask a tourist how to walk to the LIBRARY, lucky i didnt. DISGRACE!
actually, planned to go NATIONAL LIBRARY to study but ther's no space for us to study.

so we WALKED to BUGIS.
we went food junction, and had lunch there, studied for like 1 hour of GEOGRAPHY.
then we went SHOPPING. in fact, it's ONLY window shopping.
went RUBI, THE FACE SHOP, WATSONS, ANBC, etc.

saw GERRARD 's back view. [ retarded, i know, im just bored]

saw lots badges.

(below) HAHA, finally something.

ate SUSHI & ICE CREAMS, the ice cream tasted horrible.
COFFEE + MINT + MILK TEA = HORRIBLE.
we WALKED from BUGIS to CITY HALL.

then RJ took mrt home.

i had errands to run at SUNTEC.

so i WALKED from CITYHALL to SUNTEC CITY.

& the time was 7.30pm at that moment.

on they way i saw a bookstore selling : THE TWILIGHT JOURNALS.

it's in a tin box. & it cost $44.94. FUCK.

should i buy or not?

and saw a book on TORRES.

and, on they way to suntec, there were so many HOT caucasians [both genders]!

ha, retarded.

damn! i could only look and dream.

12 more days to O's, still in denial & delusional state of mind.

nights!

in denial JELLY.

14DAYS,

2009-10-11T16:14:00.003+08:00

14 days left, it's not enough.
everyone is just lying to themselves, delusional.
hmmm, time flies.
going back to study table and procrastinate.
O's are so near but good results seem so far.

procrastinating JELLY.

NEW MOON OST!

2009-10-10T01:52:00.002+08:00

This just in from Summit:

the final track listing of the NEW MOON movie soundtrack!

Check it out:

1. Death Cab For Cutie – Meet Me On The Equinox
2. Band Of Skulls – Friends
3. Thom Yorke- Hering Damage
4. Lykke Li – Possibility
5. The Killers - A White Demon Love Song
6. Anya Marina – Satellite Heart
7. Muse - I Belong To You (New Moon Remix)
8. Bon Iver and St. Vincent – Rosyln
9. Black Rebel Motorcycle Club - Done All Wrong
10. Hurricane Bells – Monsters
11. Sea Wolf – The Violet Hour
12. Ok Go- Shooting The Moon
13. Grizzly Bear - Slow Life
14. Editors – No Sound But The Wind
15. Alexandre Desplat – New Moon (The Meadow)

PARAMORE rejected the offer, i guess.

CANT wait for the movie!

SHIT, i'm spending 14 days in CHINA, cant get to watch the MOVIE first.

mother fucking shit? 14 days??!! can you believe it?

hmmm,nights.

twilight freak, JELLY.

15 days, ENDURANCE is all i need.

2009-10-10T00:38:00.003+08:00

hmmm, TIME FLIES!
15 days to O's.
5 to GRADUATION.
MUGGING MUGGING MUGGING.
am i really mugging or just acting to be?
i hope i'm really mugging, 15 days for 8 subjects.
AMATHEMATICS,GEOGRAPHY,SOCIAL STUDIES & CHEMISTRY.
4 deadly& weakest subjects.
i dont wish much, just an admission to JC.
oh, I HATE THE CABLE TV! i cant study at home, the CABLE TV is a new DISTRACTION, bloody hell. & still they lost the bid for next years WORLD CUP& STUFF, damn it!
I HATE MYSELF for subcribing it
hmmmm, finally done with the "gifts" for 4 beeians.
i skipped school today, fun uh?
sleep throughout the day and went school for BIOLOGY&AMATHS REMEDIAL.
it was UNPRODUCTIVE, spent 2 hrs at HEARTLAND MALL.
was BITCHING&GOSSIPING during AMATHS remedial.
MS CHIA say i could do it, i'm not stupid, i gonna fight till the END!

i know it's kinda old news
LIVERPOOL vs CHELSEA,
0 : 2
it's okay, this two clubs are just too GOOD.
LIVERPOOL will rise again!
upcoming, LIVERPOOL vs SUNDERLAND.
17 OCT, i cant watch.

CHIA WEE went in to Tekong yesterday, i miss him, i wonder if he's alright.
TO: CHIAWEE
i said I HATED YOU, but i realised at the bottom of my heart, i dont.
I LOVE YOU, however, both you and KELVIN are just incomparable.
I LOVE YOU BOTH, forever.
TAKE CARE, BROTHER!

there's BIOLOGY mock test tomorrow morning.
followed by AMATHS.
GOSH, time to SLEEP.
nights.

struggling JELLY.

22 more days of mugging.

2009-10-03T14:39:00.009+08:00

OLA AMIGOS [hello FRIENDS], I'M BACK !
OMG, 9 days without Internet, is so horrible.
hmmm, during this 9 days.
lots of things happen.
my brother is bringing me out tonight, i dont know why.
& he bought a brownie for me. it says: EC 8.

cos i like GERRARD & EC. ha. isn't he cute?
bad news.
22 more DAYS to OLEVELS. DIE!
brother's going into the ARMY. i going to miss his naggy voice, sigh.
i'm graduating soon, i'll MISS ALL MY FRIENDS, all laughter & tears shared.
8 more days of SECONDARY SCHOOL life.
my parents are divorcing. i do not know is it real or fake. SIGH. do i really care?
seriously, they are so annoying, quarrelling every night.
FAMILY, does it still exist?
i guess, i lost mine, when KELVIN left us.
my PRELIM results SUCK like shit.
my parents BANNED me from going out.
i must go home straight after school.
& FUCK! they DONT ALLOW ME TO WORK AFTER O's, that's like SHIT!
CONTROL FREAKS!
&i'm FORCED to go CHINA during NOVEMBER for 11days.
i wanna go LAS VEGAS, L.A or LONDON, NOT CHINA!
motherfucker?11 days??!! i can DIE.
worse, i GONNA miss the showing of NEWMOON& L4D2, this is something i cant tolerate.
i'm starting TUITION tomorrow.
& EARTHQUAKE on wednesday. RANDOM!
finally, good news.
i studied, that's like, 1 BIG miracle.
i KNOW how to do KINEMATICS, that's like something BIG, okay.
MS CHIA, lowered his expectations, i just need a B3 for AMATHS to get my GERRARD JERSEY.
&this is kinda old.
TORRES HAT-TRICK
LIVERPOOL vs HULL CITY
6 vs 1
both TORRES&GERRARD SCORED!
tomorrow night, CHELSEA vs LIVERPOOL!
& there's so many MOVIES i wanna watch but cant.
-SURROGATES
-THE UGLY TRUTH
-CIRQUE DU FREAK
-TWILIGHT SAGA : NEW MOON
okay, i'm going back to study BIOLOGY&AMATHS.

ADIOS/DESPEDIDA? [GOODBYE in SPANISH?]
am i right? HA.

JELLY.

2009-09-24T08:41:00.002+08:00

hmmmm, just finished taking useless MOE survey.
"write a story to encourage/discourage people to join your school [at least 120 words]"
& i wrote about CCA day.
BORING LARH!
so tired & sleepy, can DIE.
just sneaking out to say :
HELLO VIEWERS!

dying JELLY.

2009-09-22T14:36:00.004+08:00

i had a fucking weird dream this morning.
so many weird people in my dream & i was a LAWYER? WTF?!
in my DREAM, i was LATE for something & i was chased by some weird guy, it's just fucking weird & it woke me up.
GOSH, i'm so tired now & my muscles are still aching.
i've been SLACKING during this 4 days of "holidays".
i'm really a damn SLACKER, is there an award for it?
with this attitude i can predict what's gonna happen next month,i gonna screw my O's.
33 more days, gosh, 8 subjects, i dont even dare to plan my time table.
i'm so LACK of self control.
i'm so gonna DIE, i guess i'm the only one left slacking.
NO, i can comfirmed that i'm the only one still SLACKING.
everyone had already done their CHEMISTRY MOCK test& i didnt.
i'm watching TV.
DANNY will screw me tomorrow.
i've been watching TV from 9am.
watching a fabulous documentary called: AMAZING ADVENTURE OF NOBODY 2: USA.
i just finished all 13 episodes? or 15? i didnt take note. but it's a very nice show.
WATCH IT, it's nice.

i'm going to watch season 3 next week, EUROPE, or not.
there's season 1,U.K. but i havent watch it. i'm going to.
hope i'll control myself and wait till after O's.
SOMEBODY HELP ME? i'm desperate for HELP, i cant HELP MYSELF.
SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.SOS.
i think this sentence is a CRAP,
"It doesn't matter how slow you go, as long as you don't stop, you'll still have hope."
BULLSHIT!
i think "as long as you dont start, you do not have to fear how slow you're"

desperate JELLY

2009-09-21T23:51:00.004+08:00

i'm so HAPPY!

SIMONE told me the goal by KUYT was actually by GERRARD.

at that moment KUYT was standing near the goal post and his TIP of his SHOE touched the ball.

THIS IS CRAP!!!

it's just like one of their previous match, vs STOKE CITY, watch the match.

the goal was by GERRARD & they say was KUYT's because the TIP of his SHOE touched the ball.

so is GERRARD&TORRES AGAIN!!!

2009-09-21T22:52:00.003+08:00

TAYLOR SWIFT is REALLY ANGRY.
this is her HATE STORY.
[when LOVE turns into HATE, it gets alot more scary.]

ANDY CHENG, this is for you.
YOUR "TAYLOR SWIFT".

2009-09-21T21:21:00.008+08:00

LIVERPOOL won!
WEST HAM UNITED vs LIVERPOOL.
2 : 3
2 TORRES, 1 KUYT.
no GERRARD :(
i got faith in HIM! ha. CAPTAIN okay?! dont PLAY PLAY.

i was reading a fucking weird article, it says :
Kissing quest makes Taiwan woman a web sensation CLICK IT.
"A Taiwanese woman's ambition to kiss 100 men in Paris has become an overnight web sensation after she provided details of the quest on her much-visited blog.
she's 27 years old. "
this makes her blog damn popular, like a few million viewers?
she started this quest this year, i guess, came out with this idea 3 years ago.
she has so far notched up 54 smooches.
she's almost there. go girl!
she's pretty,nice bods that picture at the blog main page is her's.
she blogs in chinese, hurt my eyes to read.
i cant believe that her no.42 kiss was with Douglas Neitzke, a FASHION MODEL?!
i dont really know who the fuck he is. but i guess he's good looking.
models are good looking, isnt it?
it seems to me that it's easy to hook up a MODEL in PARIS. who cares?
the easier the better, isn't it?
whatever, i LIKE her attitude, guts& ambitious ambition.

my BIG ambition:
hmmm, when i grow up, after age of 20 , i will have one of this ambition too.
mine will be to kiss 100 CAUCASIAN MEN & blog about it.
however,to accomplish this, ALOT courage&money is needed.
i wonder will blogging still be in use, things are just changing fast.

ambitious JELLY.

2009-09-21T20:20:00.011+08:00

SUNBURNSSSS&MUSCLE ACHES[i dont know why]!! DAMP&SMELLY CLOTHES.
oh my, dehydrated JELLYFISH!
went to ESCAPE THEME PARK for a "mini" 4B gathering.
ONLY 6ofus, how pathetic but we HAD LOTS of FUN! MADNESS!
ANDY,BEN,JAMES,JELLY~myself,TOP&WILLY.

VIKING ship rides, CRAP! it's crazy, i almost flew out of my seat.
but the best ride! is PART of HUMAN NATURE to take risks.
WET&WILD, it suits the name, it's really wet&wild,i could squeeze water out of my clothings. all 6 of us.

look at our arses.
RISE for me, the DAYTONAakaGO KART QUEEN[only among the 6 of us], BEN was the first. KART 25 rocks! ha, from number 5, i cut WILLY,[i'm so proud of it.talk BIG-get the link?] 1 guy & 1 TGB [ask me for the meaning] but i failed to cut BEN. DAMN! but not bad,right?
huanted house2 was scary&it's longer walk&better than the last one.
i'm a coward, no guts to walk in front.
CLAPS for my domestic WIFE- JAMES to be so brave&be the first to lead us.
we played some bump boat thingy, 5 against 1.UNFAIR.
but i won, i shot every GUY straight at their faces.
FLIPPER, is boring.
FAMILY ROLLER COASTER, too kiddy.
didnt get try the CHOO CHOO TRAIN.
BOTH INVERTER&RAINBOW IS CLOSED.
6 of us ate 8ORANGEJULIUS combo set, 2 LARGE FRIES, 1 MEGA MCSPICY&1MEGA MAC.
on the bus ride, poor ANDY vomitted IN HIS BAG.
it was so COLD&RAINING. we're all SO wet&relaxed.
after so much FUN, it's time to work HARD. REALLY HARD.
i hope i can DO IT not just saying it.
34 more DAYS,5weeks to O'S. no more PRELIMS.

WORDS DOESNT COUNT,ONLY ACTIONS DOES.
i know there's grammar error, somebody help me to correct?

dehydrated JELLY.

2009-09-18T22:31:00.001+08:00

finally, reached home.
still wearing the stinky white uniform.
it's never easy to plan stuff.
and all mother fuckers doesnt bother to reply.
FUCK YOU.

fucked up, JELLY.

2009-09-15T21:46:00.002+08:00

FUCK.
the HSA rejected my internship application.
CRAP.
"sorry, only opens for POLY science students."
SOMEONE told me that i just need to send in and they'll look at the conditions.
they didnt even look at the letter, just SHOOED me.
FUCK.
i gonna L4D 2 for the whole HOLIDAYS.
who the FUCK says is a must to work during HOLs.
FUCK YOU. FUCK YOU & FUCK YOU.

pissed OFF, JELLY.

2009-09-15T18:17:00.004+08:00

HAVE YOU WATCH the NEWMOON TRAILER?
WATCH IT! [ click it!]
today, took AMATHS P2 & CHINESE p2
both took me 1hour each to finish.
AMATHS got case, i did 5 questions only.
i cant use the new LAPTOP.
had a FUCKING BAD lunch.
how FUCK my life can be?
who gives a shit?
let's talk about L4D2.
okay, there's
same old WITCH
[now she has MOVED ON, she doesnt sits there moan&cry, she wanders around.]
same old TANK
same old SMOKER
same old HUNTER
[Smoker or Hunter has mutated, giving it slightly different abilities.]
same old BOOMER
however, there's new infected!
SPIKER - has spikes all over his body,he will rush into the group of survivors and then unleash all of his spikes into the group.
HAGGARD - RIOT GIANT, hurling debris pried from its body, javelin-kind & also, crushing Survivors in a punishing embrace
JOCKEY - a smaller zombie [ dont look small] who jumps on the backs of Survivors and tears them apart from behind & gets to control the movements of the Survivor while he's doing it.
SPITTER - an ugly piece of shit. wear pink heels and grandma's bra, BIG BELLY & tied two plaits. spits acid that burns like fire and damages, forces Survivors out of their hiding place.
[cant hide in the toilet while attacking anymore]
CHARGER - tank's brother.charges down an ally, picks up the first Survivor he comes in contact with, uses them as a shield as he rushes through the rest of them knocking them back,then he proceeds to beating the heck out of the survivor he picked up.

normal infected with special abilities :
MUD MAN - inhabit the swamp lands and are sure to be a pain due to their ability to attack from below, make Survivors covered with MUD and attack at the same time.
CLOWN - looks like a clown [DUH!], able to call other infected over to him.
HAZMAT - whose suits make them impervious to fire aka fire proof
RIOT - are much tougher to take down, they wear bullet proof armor.

MELEE WEAPONS:
* Baseball Bat
* Cricket Bat
* Crowbar
* Electric Guitar [kill the zombie by playing ROCK MUSIC?]
* Fire Axe
* Frying Pan [so domestic type violent, i like]
* Katana
* Machete
* Tonfa (police baton)
* Chainsaw
NEW WEAPONS
FIRE AMMO - set the zombies you shoot at on fire
GRENADE LAUCHER
better SHOTGUNS [my FAVORITE!]
AK47

&there’s loads more campaigns on their way

zombies dont die by the arm or leg or stomach, they keep coming, they're smarter and harder to kill.

i got all from the NET.
if there's anything that's posted wrong, pls tag at my tagboard. thanks.

2009-09-14T15:54:00.002+08:00

NEW MOON EXTENDED TRAILER!

IT'S BETTER.
now you can watch the videos without opening a new window.
i moved the music player to the left, so ya.
enjoy!
& LIVERPOOL vs BURNLEY.
4-0
next match, i think is sunday or saturday, VS west ham?
i so going to watch at KOPITIAM. then drink CARLSBERG. lols

2009-09-11T13:43:00.002+08:00

WONDER GIRLS or 2NE1?
[ignore the front part of the NOBODY MTV, the guy is just pathetic.]

KOREAN bands are becoming more & more famous by just adding a little english words to their songs.
i prefer none.

slacking JELLY.

2009-09-09T16:40:00.005+08:00

hmmm, last day of STUDY CAMP.
MS CHIA let us watched gruesome videos.
STOP ANIMAL CRUELTY!

of cos, it doesnt mean we cant eat them, they're our "food source",

but while slaughtering them, why dont let them die one shot so that they do not feel the pain.

i feel so ashamed, it's us MANKIND who torture this animals.
i'm not visiting the ZOOs OR CIRCUSES.
animals do have feelings&emotions like us, we're ALL LIVING THINGS.

i cant find videos, sorry.

hmmm, more self studies ahead, wasted 5 days of my holidays just watching random soccer matches.

will be attending court case tomorrow, dont think i'll have time to study.
47 more days, i'm still slacking. BITCH!
hmmm, there's EDWARD CULLEN&NEWMOON GOOGLE SITE.

& they make the face of EDWARD & JACOB on a CORN FIELD. [ ouch! JAMES]

the pics are not really clear.

oh, & JAMES CHAN is my WIFE.

[ JAMES, i not going to care whether you disagree or not!]

enjoy your holidays!

watch this, DAMN FUCK&LAME. but touching. is for FATHERS.

slacking JELLY.

2009-09-07T22:09:00.003+08:00

i'm tired, as in sleepy.
hmmm, watch LIVERPOOL's match today.
the one with SPURS.
didnt get the chance to watch the live one.
& in USA,
its rumored that BURGER KING will have NEW MOON TOYS&CROWNS next week!

but that's US news, CRAP!

isn't this LOVELY?
nights, i'm really sleepy.

loghead JELLY.

2009-09-07T03:26:00.002+08:00

good morning!
it's 3.30am,i'm using my brother's phone to blog.so fun!still chiong-ing chemistry test papers, just finished a section B and C. crap!
can't make it for tomorrow, let's prepare for danny's verdict = my doomsday!
shouldnt have went to the army open house,but I enjoyed myself,who care?
i'm going to bed now!
with all my work not done.
nights!

burning midnight oil JELLY.

2009-09-05T16:28:00.001+08:00

TODAY---> HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
my ASS!
there's "study camp" for 3 days & subjects to be MUGGED. DAMN!
i'm left with 8 days of the "HOLIDAY" to chiong 7 subjects [ english- cleared].
packing ALL my worksheets&files today, i realised i killed millions of trees.
maybe studying social studies tonight, should i? hmmm,
L4Ding later.
must pack all my dead trees[worksheets] first, BORING!
upcoming LIVERPOOL's match will be on 13 SEP [s'pore time].
there's school the next day, cant watch.

idling JELLY.

2009-09-05T15:55:00.003+08:00

HE INSULTED TWILIGHT AGAIN!
& also, with HANNAH MONTANA& JUNO but i dont care about them.
"YOU'RE not REAL, HANNAH? i gonna call all my friend!"-bang- WTF?!

UGLY EDWARD & UGLY BELLA!
PERIOD CUP?! what the FUCK, it's DIGUSTING.

okay, this video is FUNNY & FUCKING BAD.
"WHITE PEOPLE are UGLY
BLACK PEOPLE are like CHICKEN
ASIAN PEOPLE are SMART
MEXICAN smell
JEWISH PEOPLE are GREEDY"

2009-09-05T14:35:00.007+08:00

Yesterday's movie- "WHERE GOT GHOST?!" is very funny, not scary.
this is the part that i think is the funniest-->
The subordinates of the priest brought the oranges that were left for the 7 month offerings, they "prayed" to the "GHOSTS" around the oranges
& say [in SINGLISH+HOKKIEN+CHINESE]
"anything please dont find me, find my boss, he's the one who wants to eat your oranges [ORLINGs]. We respect all of you, my boss is not afraid of you, find him." then they took the oranges & left.
when the boss aka priest eats the orange, no taste. so he asked his subordinate: " WHAT KIND OF ORLING[orange] IS THIS?! no taste, no smell, not sweet at all! " one of them replied: " TAO EH [BOSS], this orange is SUGAR-FREE, good for you, prevent DIABETES."
i cant stop laughing at this part, the whole cinema was filled with MY laughter, i laughed TOO LOUD.
& Behind every story, there's a meaning.
yesterday was DADDY's CHINESE BDAY!
we took a family shot.

and it reminded me of YOU.

afterall, it's not a family without you.

i miss you.

2009-09-04T19:13:00.002+08:00

today's prelims, there's GEOGRAPHY & MATHS.
flunking both? i guess so.
hard work doesnt pay.
52 more days to O's. hopeless.
family outing later, so RANDOM!
going to watch "WHERE GOT GHOST?!"
if it's nice i'll intro it to all of you. ha.
GOOD BYE!

slacking JELLY
ps: i know i shouldnt be slacking, but i'm lazy.

2009-09-01T15:38:00.004+08:00

HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY!
no worries, teachers, i'm just taking a break to wish all of you.
i would like to thank:
MS KOK.CT - for teaching me BIOLOGY.
MS MEENU- for teaching me BIOLOGY (sec3).
MS CHIA KK [ is MR la] - for teaching me BOTH E&A maths.
MR DANNY.L- for teaching me CHEMISTRY
MRS L.GOH- for teaching me ENGLISH
MDM DE.CY- for teaching me CHINESE
MS YANG C.M - for teaching me CHINESE
MS LOO.HM- for teaching me HUMANITIES
MS LIM.GC- for teaching me CHEMISTRY [MOLES ONLY]
MR LAWRENCE.L -for teaching me how to play FRISBEE.
MRS PANG- for teaching me how to fry a plate of fried rice.
MS KAREN SIM- for teaching me how to play a GUITAR.
amp; my tuition teachers
ANDY- E&A MATHS
WEETENG-E&A MATHS
i dont know how to spell her name - CHEMISTRY
i guess that's all.
THANK YOU for all your time teaching a HOPELESS student.

LIVERPOOL WON!
on the match VS BOLTON-- 3:2
TORRES&GERRARD!

ENGLISH PRELIM tomorrow, GOOD LUCK!
55 more days to O levels.
NEW MOON is showing on the 11.11.09 [it before O's!! CRAP!]

mugging JELLY.

2009-08-28T22:54:00.004+08:00

back from night class..
changing blogskin.

ohhhh, dont they look cute?

GERRARD:EL NINO, cheer up

TORRES:GERRARD, calm down

TORRES:let's take a picture, look there.

TORRES&GERRARD:GOAL!

FUCK! both TAKEN.

TORRES is enough, GERRARD doesnt need ALONSO anymore.

worn-out JELLY.

2009-08-28T16:29:00.002+08:00

i'm tired.
my blogskin is dead. no time to change.
rushing to night class..
i wanna watch FINAL DESTINATION 4 but cant.
& TWILIGHT 3rd movie-- ECILPSE has already started filming! woohoo!
EPL started,
i'm supporting LIVERPOOL.
the results are not really pretty,
SPURS- LIVERPOOL : 2-1
STOKE CITY - LIVERPOOL : 0-4
ASTON VILLA- LIVERPOOL : 3-1
but i have faith in THEM
YOU"LL NEVER WALK ALONE!

tired JELLY.

2009-08-15T14:18:00.002+08:00

IMPROVISED POEM.

I woke up in the morning,
& the hurting is so great,
I don't want to get out of bed
To face a world of hate.

In life everything goes wrong
& nothing i do seems right,
I thought that just try a little harder
Soon I'll see the light.

Just a moment in this lifetime,
Just a tragedy ahead.
Not knowing where each turn will lead,
Within seconds we might be dead.

A journey lies ahead
for all of us today.
A journey to adulthood,
our youth to kiss away.

edited from poem by TEAL HENDERSON

2009-08-15T13:14:00.004+08:00

another pathetic week..
didnt really study anything.
flunked all my class tests & exams.
i'm out of NPCC, wow?
yesterday's POP [passing-out parade] was fun, ate KFC & they took lots of pictures.
congrats to SIMONE&SAMSON, the BUCs[best unit cadets] of our unit.
17 more days to PRELIM.
i can die.

loser.

P.S: the "Friend" on my tagboard, thanks for thinking that i'm that strong.
hope that you didnt think to highly of me.
cos i'm just a girl who cant cry.

2009-08-10T20:26:00.004+08:00

SIMONE baby, this is for you.

is TORRES. i dont know who is SHE.

http://www.forofutbolistas.com/web/torres/torres6.htm

there's something wrong with thge link, you have to retype it.

check it out yourself ._.

i think this TORRES is hotter.

2009-08-10T19:36:00.003+08:00

replying to my Tagboard Friend.
once again, i THANK YOU.
Friend: why not try again? Maybe things will turn out a more differently than you expect? its your decision no matter right or wrong. Good luck:)
JELLY: i'm tired of trying? i'm just a coward who dont dare to stand up & try.
friends walk in & out of my life. i'm jealous of ppl who have long friendship [as in best friends], cos i dont. they last like 1 year or 2 at most.
my primary schools' best friends, i guess we all forgot about each other.
my lower secondary life's best friends, are just my friends now.
my last 2 years of secondary school life 's best friends, i guess textbooks is all they need or their new friends.
Finish our OLEVELs, graduate, forget & move on in life.
i dont have friends. no one care about whether my friendship is dying, even the person who involved in it, but you, a person whom i didnt know. so what can i say about my friends right?
i have friends, of cos, they're like those "one-night stand partners", we played all day, break rules, hang-out to "enjoy life, but they're not your "spouse" whom you can share laughters&tears with. i hope to have one, but whenever i thought i found one, she walks off, stepped on me.
best friends? i'm afraid to find one.

traumatized JELLY.

2009-08-10T19:30:00.005+08:00

i missed my amaths tuition today.
i thought it was sunday.
i hate holidays! it makes me slack.
UNPRODUCTIVE WEEKEND & A WEEKDAY..
i wasted 48hours of my life.
is 4 days but i slept 12 hours a day.
it's like 22 more days to the FUCKING PRELIMS.
i dont want straight F9s again.
i didnt study at all. didnt even touch my school bag. AHHHHHHHHH!
i HATE myself!
i deserve to DIE.
i cant even control myself.
i SUCKED!
there's tons of tests coming.
i didnt study, i didnt work hard.
i deserved all the scoldings.
i dissapoint KELVIN.
i'm sorry.

slacken JELLY.

2009-08-09T20:39:00.002+08:00

someone tagged on my tagboard on 9 aug,12.55pm.
i dont know who is him/her.
Name:Friend.
but i wanna thank that person.
"THANK YOU."
Friend: from your post, I see that you just give up your friendship, I'm not saying that its bad but why don't you want to confront your friends about it that you're feeling?
JELLY: hmmm, i dont know. maybe i'm tired of confronting? cos there's always a spoiler in between us. the same spoiler. i guess if i confront this will be my 3rd confrontation. "it take 2 hands to clap." what's the point if i'm the only one who want it when the other party might find me annoying.
in the bottom of my heart, i want this friendship, so? in life, you dont get what you WANT.
maybe,i'm just a COWARD, running away from reality.

p.s: do you mind letting me know who you are?

loser, JELLY.

2009-08-09T20:22:00.005+08:00

8.22pm, THE MOMENT.
the PLEDGE.
"We, the citizens of Singapore
pledge ourselves as one united people,
regardless of race, language or religion,
to build a democratic society,
based on justice and equality,
so as to achieve happiness, prosperity and
progress for our nation."
i recited the pledge, did you?
Tamil Version
சிங்கப்பூர் குடிமக்களாகிய நாம் இனம்,மொழி,மதம்
ஆகிய வேற்றுமைகளை மறந்து ஒன்றுபட்டு,நம் நாடு
மகிழ்ச்சி,வளம்,முன்னேற்றம் ஆகியவற்றை அடையும்
வண்ணம் சமத்துவத்தையும்,நீதியையும்
அடிப்படையாக கொண்ட ஜனாயக
சமுதாயத்தை உருவாக்குவதற்கு
உறுதி மேற்கொள்வோ!
Chinese Version
我们是新加坡公民，
誓愿不分种族、言语、宗教，
团结一致，
建设公正平等
的民主社会，
并为实现国家之幸福、繁荣与进步，
共同努力。
Malay Version
Kami, warganegara Singapura,
sebagai rakyat yang bersatu padu,
tidak kira apa bangsa, bahasa, atau ugama,
berikrar untuk membina suatu masyarakat yang demokratik,
berdasarkan kepada keadilan dan persamaan
untuk mencapai kebahagiaan,
kemakmuran dan kemajuan bagi negara kami.

i LOVE S'PORE!

JELLY.