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Thursday, December 31, 2009 [ 12:50:00 PM ]

2010, i'm not ready.
staying home all day.
not counting down or anything.
tired of celebrating.
time to take a break.
but i cant.
naggings&scoldings doesnt end.
sixteen going seventeen, with my parents, i feel like i'm seven.

sitting down on e sofa.
blocking out all the noise&voice.
listing what are the things that are needed to be changed in the year 2010.
but nothing came out of my mind.
-BLANK-
ya, there's a few stupid things like,
new clothes
new gadgets
new school
new year
new friends, blah.
that's craps.

i want something like, changing
my personalities
character
bad habits
way of living
aim in life
way of communicating with my parents, etc.

i'm like a walking zombie in 2009.

crap, changing is really difficult.
it's not a day or two but a year or few.

i'm not gonna blog anymore, on 2009.
i'll blog next year,2010.
china post, 2010. ha.

adios amigos.

P.S: before the year ends. i would like to say something.
NOT ALL CHINESE are the people of republic china.
they can be S'POREANs, THAIs, INDONESIANs, etc.
& SINGAPORE is neither NEAR nor IN china.
for goodness sake, get your facts right.

changing or not changing, JELLY.

Monday, December 28, 2009 [ 12:10:00 PM ]

PIXIE LOTT - Cry Me Out.

I got your emails
You just don’t get females
Now, do you?
What’s in the heart
Is not in your head
Anyway..

Mate, you’re too late
And your weren’t worth the wait
Now, were you?
It’s out of my hands
Since you blew your last chance
When you played me

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

When I found out
How you messed me about
I was broken (heartbroken)
Back then I believed you
Now, I don’t need you
No more

The pic on your phone
Proves you weren’t alone
She was with you, yeah
Now, I couldn’t care
About who, what or where
We’re through

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Gonna have to cry me out
Gonna have to cry me out
Boy, there ain’t no doubt
Gonna have to cry me out

Won’t hurt a little bit
Boy, better get used to it
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

Listen, I got the emails
I got the text
The answer’s still the same
It’s the way it is
I got to go

You’ll have to cry me out
You’ll have to cry me out
The tears that'll fall
Mean nothing at all
It’s time to get over yourself

Baby, you ain’t all that
Maybe, there’s no way back
You can keep talking
But baby, I’m walking away

cry me out, JELLY.

[ 11:09:00 AM ]

on saturday, i went m'sia shopping.

Friday, December 25, 2009 [ 9:36:00 PM ]

okay, as i say, today is really a fucking tiring day.

yesterday afternoon, i was baking GINGERBREAD MEN [haha, i didnt burn up the kitchen] with RJ.
[ i will post those cute pictures, soon]
then later @ night, supposed to go Orchard to countdown alone but in the end,
PLANS CHANGED!
i went gift xchange[i got a COOKIE MONSTER] with my brother and his friends.
i was the odd one out, DUH.
couples, couples, couples.
& me, SINGLE ass.
anyway, we went Henderson Waves(Bridge), Mount Faber & Kent Ridge Park.
it's kind of anti-climax, the Christmas atmosphere was not there.
but i enjoyed myself.
although it's not my ideal way of celebrating Christmas,
[cos the atmosphere really sucks]
those places we went are suitable for couples to make-out, seriously, if you're attached, bring your BForGF there. ROMANTIC.
but i'm really pleased that i do not have to celebrate it ALONE.
i appreciated that they invited me.
THANKS!
& i reached home @ 4am [ this proved that i enjoyed myself]
i should have brought VODKA there, but my brother needs to drive.
when you drive, DONT even THINK about DRINKING.

& crap stuff is, i woke up @ 10.30am this morning.
i was so tired but i couldnt go back to lala land.
so i went to watch TV.
TV TV TV TV TV TV.
& i didnt realised that i was late.
i went to meet PEOPLE, and gave them my GINGERBREAD MEN.
i'm the so called Singapore's version Santa Claus.
i dont have a herd of reindeers so i took the bus & the MRT.
i went from ANGMOKIO to HARBOURFRONT.
[stopping@places & surprised people with my GINGERBREAD].
tiring?
there's more. i travelled to BOTH GRANDPARENTS' house.
i didnt know old folks would get jealous.
my paternal grandma was jealous about me going my maternal grandma house for dinner.
so i went to her house first.
to eat dinner. Double share.
so from ViVo City, i MRTed down to Tampines.
[ it sounds simple? think twice before you say it, it's not simple.]
then from Tampines i BUSed down to BoonKeng.
it's so horrible & TIRING.
i'm like fucking tired now, i dont feel like eating.
i even ignored the turkey in the kitchen.
i gonna stop blogging & take a break.
even Santa Claus could take a break, why cant i?
but first, there's cold yummy strawberry yoghurt waiting for me.
yoghurt first, rest later.

P.S: gonna post the pictures, soon.

All I want for Christmas is YOU, but you didnt came.

tired of everything, JELLY.

[ 8:44:00 PM ]


what a tiring day.
gonna blog later.
bye!
dinner first.

Thursday, December 24, 2009 [ 9:29:00 AM ]

It's Christmas Eve.
Grandpa admitted into hospital last night, for the doctors to "run some tests" on him.
his appointment time was 4.15pm yesterday, until 7.30pm, the doctor came out & say he needs to be admitted.
WTH, waited so long.
i'm going to visit him, later in the evening.

& later at night, going Orchard to countdown alone, i know it's pathetic, dont remind me.
i send out messages, pratically people ignored me.
it's okay, i'll go alone.
celebrate Christmas with strangers might be fun.
really hope there's other plans coming up.....

everyone's working out of their muscles.
i'm slacking out of my fats.
gaining weight like nobody's business. FUCK.
ya, it's only my business.

it's Christmas Eve, i must be good.
just gonna sit down & read my books.
HOUSE of NIGHT series is good, i have the whole series.
& i regret spending money on books, there's no proper place to put it.

All I Want For Christmas is YOU.

wandering&wondering JELLY.

Monday, December 21, 2009 [ 5:30:00 PM ]

I LOVE THIS POST [CLICK HERE.]

there's meaning behind those colours. it's our favorite colours.
JELLY.
RJ.
SIMONE.
EUNICE.

SCIENCE CENTRE STAIRCASE.


whatever you wanna say, i,COPY-CAT, COPY-DOG, COPY-MOUSE, COPY-ELEPHANT or COPY-DINOSAUR,etc.
WHATEVER!
not happy,FUCK OFF.
for SIMONEWONG, if you're not HAPPY with me copying, YOU STILL HAVE TO READ.
screw me later.
i do not have enough time to write a really long post for my MUDDY BFFs.
but i want you 3 to know, i FUCKING LOVE YOU 3 to the FUCKING core. oops! too vulgar.

for all those:
detentions sessions.
go for counselling sessions just to skip CHEMISTRY&ENGLISH, sometimes MATHS.
pon-ing school, for breakfast.
acting sick to pon school.
underage drinking.
long phone calls under the blanket.
watching soccer match & talking on the phone,screaming "TORRES&GERRARD!".
making breakfast for everyone.
smacking each other ass.
cam-whoring.
bitching & gossiping.
going window shopping& trying on clothes for FUN.
bollywood dancing
hiding inside toilet to skip lessons.
putting shoelaces into our uniform.
asking for clips during attire check.
asking for comb.
disturbing teachers in class.
eating sweets&snacks during lessons.
sneak food into class during recess.
gossip about stupid teachers. [alot of them. MSCHIA, you're not in the list.]
eating meesiams, curry noodle & chickenrice.
stay back in sch, doing nothing.
standing up for each other
copy each others' homework
not handing in homework even if you did, just because i didnt.

i gonna stop writing if not i'll cry. just by thinking back, i can cry.

lastly, i wanna THANK you 3 [SIMONE,RJ&EUNICE] for all the MEMORIES we shared.

LET's GET DIRTY in THE MUD.

MUDDY FOREVER

[ 4:38:00 PM ]

remember i said i went out with a CRAZY girl called RJ?
let's continue from there.

i went to NEW CREATION CHURCH CHRISTMAS SERVICE with her.
& i have to admit i love celebrating CHRISTMAS with christians.
the atmosphere there is so overwhelming.
& we saw KAYE there. hey,NICE HAIR you got!
then later, we went RAFFLES CITY to get our lunch @ 6pm.
eating lunch at dinner time. WTH.
anyway, i'm so ADDICTED to SUBWAY.

then so so so so CRAZY & UNBELIEVABLE that i agreed to go to the airport with her.
cos SHERMAN SIA couldnt go. to see THIS GUY [MORON]. ARSEHOLE.
LEEMINHO's VISIT.[click here.]
we reached there @ 6 plus. which is freaking early, he's coming @ 8.05pm. the HUGE crowd, from the outside to the inside.


reporters came @ 7pm. started interviewing fanatics.& filming.

thank GOD, WE WERE not caught on the camera.
we were standing in front of the entrance.
the girls there were CRAZILY in love with HIM, they were screaming : " LEEMINHO, SARANG HEY YO!" WTH.
RJ bought his poster. HAHAHAHHA.
security guards, policemen? whatever.

at 8.30pm, he CAME.
the crowd were SCREAMING @ the top of their voices.
[i bet the crowd scared the shit out of those TOURISTS] 40seconds & he's GONE. DAMN IT, wasting of time. i waited 2 hrs for someone i dont even give a shit about. DAMN it. & 40 seconds, he's gone.
2hrs for 40seconds.
never mind, accompanying poor RJ. lols.
she didnt manage to get his signature.
I"LL SIGN FOR YOU!
i might have accumulated my first good karma. HAHA.
*i have short clips, but i lazy to upload. ha. maybe next time.

P.S: dear TOURISTS, this is just the minority group of s'poreans. the rest of us are perfectly okay.
Enjoy your stay in S'PORE. welcome!

behaving good JELLY.

[ 4:04:00 PM ]

OHMYGOD. i got so much to say.
i know i said that the world's going to end, but still, i'll take my time.
i think i dont have to study anymore.
2012,2 more years & a few days, i cant even get a degree.
my mama told me that i'm suppose to be packing my worksheets & books like one month ago. so she say: "YOU WILL DO IT TODAY!"
[i really feel like burning all of it so i do not have to pack, but i do not have the confidence that i can be sure i do not have to retake my papers.]
OH FUCK, is like fucking lot of worksheets. i killed millions of TREES.
FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK. okay, too much.
but still, i gonna BLOG.
i dont care what will my mama do. ( i'm not pixie lott)
screw or nag. i dont give a FUCK. oops.
should accumulatre some good karma. CHRISTMAS is so near.
Santa might give me something.
first, let's blog about yesterday. [CRAZY]
then i'll blog about my MUD clique.

about my china trip. NEXT TIME.

wandering&wondering, JELLY.

Sunday, December 20, 2009 [ 12:51:00 PM ]

hmmmm, another 4 days since i blogged.
okay, L4D2 is freaking difficult to play.
i cant even complete a level, so forget about campaign.

i seriously forgot what i've been doing for this 4 days.
watching TV. EVERYDAY.
shopping @ DAISO-JURONG yesterday.
i woke up early to eat breakfast with mama&papa, @ 8am.
saw MDM TAN LIN. lols.
i going out with RJ.

her crazy obessesion over LEEMINHO.
according to her, he's coming to s'pore tonight.
and she's going. crazy woman.

i got to go.
adios amigos.
i've been wasting my holidays.
FUCK.

climate's changing, the world might end at anytime.
is 2012 for real?
so, precautions to take.
look out for cracks on the floor.
stay away from beaches, tsunami might come at any moment.
bring umbrellas out, ice might start falling down from the sky.
i'll think of more.

JELLY.

Wednesday, December 16, 2009 [ 10:51:00 AM ]

time flies, 4 days since i last blogged.
hmmm, what have i been doing?
i stayed at home for one of the days, and i cant use the com.
on the other day, i jogged around SERANGOON & LORONG CHUAN with my brother.
my CRAZY brother. it's freaking long run.
he's MAD.
yesterday, i went to play 2 hours of badminton with my brother.
i know, so NO-LIFE.
anyway, i gonna meet RJ @ 1pm.
& later @3pm, going to PLAZA SINGAPURA to play L4D2 with my brother & his amigos.
FINALLY? i get to play L4D2?
hmmm, not really looking forward to it.
while i was mugging for O's, i was so looking forward to it.
but now, no longer do.
since coming back from CHINA, everything i do, has something to do with my brother.
ironic? i think so.
ARGH! not as close as you think.
i gotta go ,meeting RJ soon.
i gonna blog about MY CHINA trip soon.
but not now.
i'm reading Twilight Saga Series AGAIN.
currently @ ECLIPSE.
i know, dont have to tell me how no life i'm.

oh, &LIVERPOOL vs ARSENAL.
1 vs 2.

adios amigos.

NO-LIFE JELLY.

Saturday, December 12, 2009 [ 12:33:00 PM ]

i wanna FALL in LOVE.

[ 12:15:00 PM ]

i realised being grounded,
means, ZERO ALLOWANCE & planned MEALS.
i cant choose what to eat. SHIT.
more nagging & scolding. FUCK.
i need a FUCKING MUTE BUTTON.
& of cos, i cant go out with FRIENDS.

BUT i can go out with relatives!
i going CHRISTMAS SHOPPING with my AUNT later.
TURKEY, LOGCAKE, PRESENTS, here I COME!!
ha, at least something to look forward to.

LIVERPOOL vs ARSENAL tonight.

adios amigos.
take care.

"grounded" JELLY

[ 11:53:00 AM ]

didnt get a chance to blog yesterday.
went to MANDAI to pay a visit on KELVIN's tomb?(do you call it tomb??)
anyway, i forgot to bring joss sticks and stuffs, so we used cigarettes.lols.
then at night played family MAHJONG till 2am, from 8pm.
& WTF, i lost. SHIT. $50.

& the movie NEWMOON was better than TWILIGHT.
it's more interesting.there's more action in NEWMOON.
but my brother was complaining the ending SUCKED. WTH!
he doesnt know how to appreciate the movie.
it ends with EDWARD saying "MARRY ME, BELLA".
the book ended around there too.
in this MOVIE,
TAYLOR LAUTNER's body is hotter than ROBERT PATTINSON's
no LIES. sorry ROB's fans ,but YES, TAYLOR'S HOTTER.
the ROBERT PATTINSON(EDWARD CULLEN) in TWILIGHT is better than he is in NEWMOON.
i guess, TAYLOR LAUTNER(JACOB BLACK) is the focus of NEWMOON.

I LOVE EDWARD CULLEN, NOT ROBERT PATTINSON.


JELLY.

Thursday, December 10, 2009 [ 12:02:00 PM ]

YYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!
i'm going to watch NEWMOON!! in a CINEMA!!
GROUNDED? i can always sneak out.
hahahahhahahahhahah.
so fucking HAPPY.
& also, i need to sneak out to play L4D2! not today.
adios amigos!

PS: i gonna do the CHINA post on SAT?
need to make a trip to MANDAI, it's kelvin's anniversary tomorrow.
time flies.

twihard JELLY.

Wednesday, December 09, 2009 [ 10:54:00 AM ]

GOOD MORNING.
OHMYGOD, i'm so fucking bored.
woke up too early.
& now, i'm either watching TV,facebook-ing or blog hopping.
it's so annoying, my mum just cant stop nagging.
how i wish there's a mute button on her. ha.
RJ&SIMONE are both working, no one to chat or meet up. ARGH!
hmmmm, gonna write a long post on my CHEENA trip.
i do it tomorrow?
& i gonna continue my spanish self studying during the grounded period.
going to attend CHIAWEE's passing out parade @ 2pm.
& i need to pack my room now.

adios amigos.

PS: Meet me at the EQUINOX - DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE & I belong to you - MUSE is very NICE!

nolife JELLY.

Tuesday, December 08, 2009 [ 3:16:00 PM ]

i need to get a new earpiece.
and also, an IPOD touch,
but no jobs=no money=no IPOD.
this sucks.
when you need to do so many things,
you cant get out of your fucking house.

pissed JELLY.

[ 1:17:00 PM ]

I'm so FUCKING happy to be BACK!
but fucking PISSED to be GROUNDED.
SHIT!
cant watch Twilight Saga:NEWMOON. FUCK.